Friday, October 6, 2023

Śrī-Rādhā-Rasa-Sudhā-Nidhiḥ 21 (comm. by Śrī Anantadāsa Bābājī Mahārāja)

 


श्रीराधिके सुरतरङ्गिणि दिव्यकेलि-

कल्लोलमालिनि लसद्वदनारविन्दे ।

श्यामामृताम्बुनिधि-सङ्गमतीव्रवेगि-

न्यावर्तनाभिरुचिरे मम सन्निधेहि ॥ २१ ॥


śrī-rādhike surata-raṅgiṇi divya-keli-

kallola-mālini lasad-vadanāravinde |

śyāmāmṛtāmbu-nidhi-saṅgama-tīvra-vegi-

ny āvarta-nābhi-rucire mama sannidhehi || 21 ||


“O Śrī Rādhikā! O one who delights in making love! O one garlanded by the joy of her wonderful pastimes! O one with a radiant lotus face and a lovely navel! Like a powerful river you rush to join with the ocean of nectar that is Śyāmasundara. Please stay close to me.”


Śrī Rādhā Rushes to Her Rendezvous. 


Rasa-Varṣiṇī-Vyākhyā: Absorbed in his svarūpa, Śrīpāda is getting visions of Śrī Rādhā’s abhisāra-līlā one after the other. The enjoyment obtained from a vision is amazing. For those who are siddha, experience (anubhava) is everything. Their lives are a continuous flow of enjoyable feelings. A series of anubhavas comes even to those who are only a little advanced in bhajana. Otherwise, how can they continue to follow? Śrīpāda’s absorption in his svarūpa is natural; there is nothing artificial about it. First, the sādhaka must make some effort; after that, absorption in one’s svarūpa comes naturally. Absorption in the svarūpa (svarūpāveśa) is spontaneous for a bhakta whose love has evolved (jāta-rati). On the level of rati, the sādhaka’s self-concept is that he has taken shelter of his siddha-deha in such a way that he has, as it were, nearly abandoned his sādhaka body. How sweet it is to be near Śrī Rādhārāṇī while absorbed in spiritual consciousness! Śrīpāda always thinks he is near to his beloved Rādhā! In the previous verse, he encouraged Īśvarī to go on her abhisāra. The experience of sevā-rasa (the nectar of service) is given along with the enjoyment of Śrī Rādhā’s mādhurya. Service to Śrī Rādhā is amazing!

The sound of Kṛṣṇa’s flute, which attracts the whole world, is today resonating to attract Śrī Rādhā’s heart. This indescribable magnetism has caused Śrīmatī to run like a rushing river to unite with the Śyāma ocean. A river swollen with rainfall floods both banks with her powerful waves, then, overwhelmed by her own nature, rushes out to sea with a roar. In the same way, Śrī Rādhā Mandākinī,(1) filled with passion for Śrī Kṛṣṇa, is today flooding over both her banks (her father’s family and her father-in-law’s family), as the waves of her transcendental beauty rise higher and higher. Overwhelmed by Kṛṣṇa’s love, she runs swiftly to unite with the dark ocean. Śrīpāda is comparing abhisārikā Śrī Rādhā to the Gaṅgā (sura-taraṅgiṇī).(2) She moves so fast! This lover’s journey has such irrepressible power! All obstacles and dangers are trampled by the powerful urge of her love for Śyāma. She abandons all dharma and runs like a madwoman through the forest filled with gravels and thorns. The poet Vidyāpati has sung,


naba anurāginī rādhā | kichu nāhi mānaye bādhā ||

ekali karali payāna | pantha bipatha nāhi māna ||

tejala maṇimaya hāra | ucakuca mānaye bhāra ||

kara sañe kaṅkaṇa mudari | panthahi tejali sagari ||

maṇimaya mañjīra pāya | durahi teji cali yāya ||

yāminī ghora āndhiyāra | manamatha hiyā ujiyāra || 

bighini bithārala bāṭa | premaka āyudhe kāṭa || 

bidyāpati mati jāna | aiche nā heriye āna ||


“Young and in love, Rādhā yields to no impediments. She departs alone without knowing the way. She discards her jeweled necklace. She regards her lovely breasts to be a burden. She removes the bangles and rings from her hands and drops them on the path. She removes her anklets, throws them away and runs on. The night is dreadfully dark, but her heart glows with passion. She clears away all obstacles with her weapon of love. Vidyāpati realizes he has never seen anything like this.”

Śrīpāda has been following behind Śrīmatī in the form of a sakhī devoted to sevā. With sweet reminders, she is giving Śrīmatī, maddened with prema, a taste of śyāma-rasa, hoping to unite her with the Śyāma ocean. Within each appellation lies a rapturous intoxicating power. She says, “O Rādhikā! You are so expert in serving Kṛṣṇa! Because you perform sevā that fulfills all of Kṛṣṇa’s desires, your name is Rādhikā.” kṛṣṇa-bāñchā-pūrti-rūpa kare ārādhane, ataeba rādhikā nāma purāṇe bākhāne (Śrī-Caitanya-Caritāmṛta, Ādi 4.87). The lovers’ tryst, or abhisāra, is one of the main components of her service to Śrī Kṛṣṇa. At the stage of pūrva-rāga,(3) she must have regularly practiced this service to him with great effort. The mahājana Govinda Dāsa has said,


kaṇṭaka-gāḍi kamala sama pada-tala mañjīra cirahi jhāṅpi |

gāgari bāri ḍhāri kari pichala calatahi aṅguli cāpi ||

hari abhisāraka lāgi |

dūtara pantha gamana dhani sādhaye mandire yāminī jāgi ||

kara-yuge nayana mudi calu bhābinī timira payānaka āśe |

maṇi-kaṅkaṇa-paṇa phaṇi-mukha-bandhana śikhai bhujaga-guru pāśe ||

guru-jana-bacana badhira sama mānai āna śunai kaha āna |

parijana bacane mugadhi sama hāsai gobinda-dāsa paramāṇa ||


The meaning is that Śrī Rādhikā is going to meet with Śyāma, but to get to him, she must walk on a slippery path through a forest of thorns in the dark of night. Therefore, she prepares at home for the rendezvous. She plants thorns in her courtyard and practices walking on them. She wraps her ankle-bells in cloth and practices walking silently. After pouring water from a pitcher onto the courtyard, she practices walking on a slippery path, and waking up in the middle of the night, she goes for long walks to increase her stamina. She covers her eyes with her hands and walks around, preparing for her journey in the darkness. For protection against snakebites on a forest path infested with wild animals, she gave a jeweled bangle to a snake-charmer in exchange for a mantra that binds a snake’s mouth, and she repeatedly practices pronouncing it properly. When her elders speak to her, she hears one thing and then replies to something completely different, as though she were deaf. When her family members criticize or reprimand her, she just laughs like a simpleton. Even the boundless misery she experiences for the sake of Śyāmasundara becomes boundless happiness to her.

In his kiṅkarī form, Śrīpāda calls, “Hey Sura-Taraṅgiṇī! Like the Gaṅgā, you have been rushing to unite with the Śyāma ocean, surging with countless waves of attraction for his form. śyāma-rūpa jāgaye marame, kibā niśi kibā diśi śayane svapane (mahājana). The endless awareness of Śyāma’s form within your heart, day and night, is the root cause of the abhisāra. When, because of constant rains, the Gaṅgā swells and overflows both banks, she rushes toward the sea as though she has no other way. Similarly, what way is there for you other than to go on this impetuous journey to meet your lover? You are also properly called Surata-Raṅgiṇī. You delight most in your love sports with Śyāmasundara. The waves of your joy in making love play upon all your limbs.”

“Hey Divya-Keli-Kallola-Mālinī! There is no dearth of similarities between you and the Sura-Taraṅgiṇī Gaṅgā. Just as in the rainy season the Gaṅgā swells with surging waves, in the same way, you are garlanded with divine, surging waves of amorous play meant to make Śyāma happy.” These names used by the kiṅkarī to address Śrī Rādhā are all connected with sweet memories of her former pastimes with Kṛṣṇa. By awakening so many delightful memories within virahavatī Rādhā, she is exciting the power of the mūlā-śakti. These are the eternal kiṅkarīs. From them, the sādhaka learns the skills of sevā. priya sahacarī saṅge, sebana kariba raṅge. “She happily performs sevā alongside her dear friends.” (Prārthanā 33)

“Hey Lasad-Vadanāravindā! Full-blown lotuses illuminate the bosom of the Gaṅgā, attracting by their sweet fragrance the hearts and minds of the bees. In the same way, your lotus face upon your golden lotus-stalk body bewilders by its beauty and aroma the heart and mind of Madhusūdana!” In describing the sweetness of Śrī Rādhā’s face, Śrīmad Rūpa Gosvāmipāda has said, mukhollāsaḥ phullaṁ kamala-vanam ullaṅghayati. “The beauty and fragrance of her face surpass that of a forest of blooming lotuses.” “Moreover, just as there are whirlpools in the Gaṅgā, your navel is in the shape of a beautiful whorl: a whirlpool of rasa in a river of rasa. Having fallen into that whirlpool, Mādhava’s mind twirls continuously like a piece of straw. Also, just as the Gaṅgā rushes with a roar to unite with the ocean, you also rush to unite with the ocean of Śyāma-nectar.” Here, the suggestion is that just as the place where a river meets the sea is considered a pilgrimage site for Hindus, in the same way, for the bhaktas, Śrī Yugala’s meeting place is a great tīrtha that fulfills all desires. The sakhīs and mañjarīs feel transcendental bliss by always bathing in this mahātīrtha. The purport is that as the bhaktas always bathe their minds in the waters of this mahātīrtha, they also become sanctified and competent for serving Śrī Rādhā-Kṛṣṇa.

Attracted by the sound of Śyāmasundara’s flute, Śrīmatī ran like a madwoman at the speed of a howling gale, without knowing in which direction she was going. From behind, her kiṅkarī called, “O Rādhā! Wait for me! You shouldn’t run so fast on the abhisāra path. It’s very rough, strewn with gravels and thorns. Slow down or you’ll hurt your tender feet!”


rādhe! pathi muñca sambhramam abhisāre |

cāraya caraṇāmburuhaṁ dhīraṁ sukumāre ||


“O delicate young Rādhā! You are going so quickly to meet your lover. Please make your lotus feet move a little more slowly!” (Mahājana)

“If you injure your delicate feet, it will interfere with your abhisāra. Moreover, I’m falling behind; I can’t run fast like you. You should just walk along with me.” Saying mama sannidhehi (stay close to me), the distressed kiṅkarī is trying to get Śrīmatī to slow down, anxious that some harm may come to her. Because she knows that Śrīmatī is very affectionate to her dāsīs, the kiṅkarī hopes that by expressing her frustration at not being able to run so fast, Śrīmatī’s compassion will be aroused.


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1. The heavenly Gaṅgā

2. Surataraṅginī can be divided as either surata-raṅginī, as in my translation of the verse, or sura-taraṅginī, as here in the commentary.

3. Amorous attraction felt even before acquaintance with the lover (Samsad)



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Thursday, September 7, 2023

Śrī-Śrī-Gaura-Govinda-Līlāmṛta Guṭikā 28

Navadvīpa: Mahāprabhu Takes His Meal and Rests with His Friends


In Navadvīpa, Śrīman Mahāprabhu and his companions were in the assembly hall of the Śrī Nārāyaṇa Mandira absorbed in songs describing Śrī Śrī Rādhā-Kṛṣṇa’s meals. At that time, Śacī Mātā arrived and said, “O Nimāi! It’s getting late; finish the kīrtana and bring everyone to take prasāda.” Hearing this, Śrīman Mahāprabhu roared with a gar gar sound and returned to his external state. Svarūpa, Rāmānanda and the others then concluded the kīrtana. After Gadādhara Paṇḍita Gosvāmī finished offering food to Śrī Nārāyaṇa, he gave him water to sip and offered tāmbūla. Then he performed ārati and offered the ṭhākura a bed. Śrīman Mahāprabhu, the two prabhus and the bhaktas all entered the dining hall and sat on āsanas. Śrī Nityānanda Prabhu sat on Śrīman Mahāprabhu’s right side and Śrī Advaita Prabhu sat on his left. The twelve gopālas sat in front and on the two sides sat Svarūpa and the other mahāntas, Gadādhara, Jagadānanda, Murāri and so on. Haridāsa Ṭhākura sat in the courtyard. Śacī Mātā and Mālinī Devī began to serve their meals. Śrī Jāhnavā, Viṣṇupriyā and others brought rice, vegetables and so on from the storeroom and put them in their hands. Mātā began to carefully distribute them, one after another. Immersed in vraja-bhāva, Śrī Rūpa and the other gosvāmīs, the śrī-guru-varga and so on began to watch the prabhus’ bhojana-līlā from the courtyard, while the dāsas became immersed in the rasa of serving vegetables and so on. Because he was absorbed in vraja-bhāva, Mahāprabhu would occasionally stop eating for a while. When Śacī Mātā saw this, she felt anxious and said to him with affection, “Nimāi, my son! Why do you have such a poor appetite? Only if you eat your favorite śuktā, śāka,(1) rice, vegetables and other delicious sweets and cooked foods will the cooking be successful. Seeing this will make me happy, so please, O child, try to eat a little more.” When Mahāprabhu heard his mother’s tender words, he concealed his ecstasy and began to enjoy the meal. Mātā was also pleased and resumed serving the excellent foods. After the meal, the dāsas provided scented water for rinsing their hands and mouths and soft towels for drying them. Then they all went to their respective bedrooms and sat on jeweled couches, where the dāsas served them tāmbūla and so on. When Mahāprabhu lay down, the sādhaka-dāsa began to massage his lotus feet, as instructed by his gurudeva. Meanwhile, at Śacī Mātā’s invitation, the śrī-gosvāmī-varga and the śrī-guru-varga all took their meals. After rinsing their hands and mouths, they took rest in their respective bedrooms. When Mahāprabhu had fallen asleep, the sādhaka-dāsa massaged the feet of Śrī Nityānanda Prabhu and the śrī-guru-varga, one after another. When Mā asked the sādhaka-dāsa when he would take prasāda, the sādhaka told her he would do so after finishing his duties. Pleased to hear this, Mā put aside some prasāda for him. The sādhaka took everyone’s food remnants and placed them in his room. After cleaning the dining area, the pots and so on, he sat at the feet of his gurudeva.

Having rested for a short while, Mahāprabhu roared with a gar gar sound, awakened by the fragrance of the flowers in the six-season forest and the sounds of the bees, cuckoos and so on. When the two prabhus and the bhaktas heard that, they woke, got out of bed and went to see Mahāprabhu. Mahāprabhu rose from his bed and sat on the verandah with the two prabhus. The sādhaka-dāsa brought a golden basin and scented water in a golden pitcher so the three prabhus could wash their hands and faces. The dāsas served them tāmbūla and began to fan them and perform other services. Knowing Mahāprabhu’s mind, Svarūpa Gosvāmī began to sing about Śrī Śrī Rādhā-Kṛṣṇa’s rendezvous at Gupta-Kuṇḍa, in the six-season forest to the west of Nandīśvara in Vraja. Hearing this, everyone became absorbed in vraja-bhāva.



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1. Śuktā is a bitter vegetable and śāka is any edible herb, creeper or leaf such as spinach.



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Friday, August 25, 2023

Śrī-Śrī-Gaura-Govinda-Līlāmṛta Guṭikā 27

Baṭu replied, “Hey foolish cowherd! Your svadharma is grazing cows. What do you know of the enjoyment of rasa? You should go in the forest now to graze your cows.” Then Śrī Kṛṣṇa inquired, “Hey Baṭu! You study the rasa-śāstras, don’t you?” Madhumaṅgala replied, “Hey Kṛṣṇa! The rhetoricians believe there are eight rasas, but I think there are only six, including bitter, sour, sweet and so on. After abandoning the rasas embodied in vegetables, soups and other foods, those who endeavor to experience the formless śṛṅgāra-rasa and so on are like thirsty people who abandon pure water and chase after a mirage. It is only useless labor. Those who say that chewing(1) brings the rasa out will not know what that means even after millions of births. It is not possible to chew unembodied rasa. The chewing of embodied rasa in the form of rice, vegetables, sweets and so on is immediately realized.” Curious about Baṭu’s novel conclusions regarding rasa, Śrī Baladeva inquired, “Baṭu, in your opinion, what are sāttvika and anubhāva in the tasting of rasa? What is sañcāri-bhāva and what is sthāyi-bhāva? Please explain.” Baṭu replied, “Haladhara! The rhetoricians think that the sāttvika called tears appears after tasting rasa, but I think tears come before tasting rasa if there is a shortage of food. Moreover, goosebumps and euphoria appear in harmony with such foods. Because of extreme pleasure while eating, my complexion becomes resplendent. Thus, my change of color. When I sometimes shout while eating, that is my broken speech. If there are abundant sweets present and I’m unable to eat much, I feel unhappy and become motionless. You can see my perspiration. You can see that I sometimes pass out after eating a big meal. Lethargy, worry, sleep, joy and so on are sañcāris (passing states) in my tasting of rasa. My sthāyi-bhāva is simply enjoyment, but it is known by various names such as vegetables, soups, sweets, cooked foods and so on.” In this way, Kṛṣṇa, Baladeva and their sakhās began to eat, sunk in the joy of Baṭu’s witty banter.

Behind Rohiṇī Devī, who was engaged in serving food, Kṛṣṇa glanced at Priyājī’s beautiful face and was overwhelmed by a flood of emotions. His appetite weakened and he appeared distracted. Seeing that, Yaśodā Mā became anxious and said, “O child! Though being hungry, why do you not eat these carefully prepared foods? A curse on my head! Please eat some more.” Rohiṇī Mā said, “Child! Śrī Rādhā, though being more delicate than a mallikā flower, has cooked all these delicious foods with great effort. If you don’t eat them, this young girl won’t take the trouble to come here again for cooking.” Kṛṣṇa then concealed his emotional state born of seeing Rādhā and slowly began to eat. Seeing this, his two mothers became very happy. Then Yaśodā served Balarāma, Kṛṣṇa and their sakhās many kinds(2) of sweet and juicy foods and drinks. After eating, Kṛṣṇa washed his hands and mouth and dried them with a soft towel. He chewed delicious tāmbūla scented with cardamom, cloves and camphor as he walked a hundred steps to his bedroom, where he rested on a jeweled couch. After washing her hands and feet, Śrī Rādhā entered the room and felt great joy upon seeing her lover’s lotus face. Then Yaśodā Mātā instructed Rohiṇī Mātā to feed Śrī Rādhā and her sakhīs. Rohiṇī Mā prepared all the food and gave it to Dhaniṣṭhā. Dhaniṣṭhā then secretly mixed it with the nectar from Kṛṣṇa’s lips.(3)

Waiting to eat, Śrī Rādhā bashfully lowered her head and covered it with the border of her dress. Seeing this, Yaśodā Mā spoke affectionately to her, “O Rādhā, am I different from your mother? Why are you being so shy? Whenever I see Kṛṣṇa, I feel great joy; I also feel great joy whenever I see you. I always praise your beauty, qualities and work. Please take your meal in front of me today. O Lalitā! O Viśākhā! All of you girls give up your shyness and have some food in my home. Please freely eat, rest, laugh and play just as in your own mother’s home.” After hearing Yaśodā’s words of favor and affection, Śrī Rādhā and her sakhīs happily partook of the nectar from Kṛṣṇa’s lips. Then, Śrīmatī and her sakhīs washed their hands and mouths and went to her bedroom. They sat on a jeweled couch while the mañjarīs offered them tāmbūla, and the sādhaka-dāsī began to fan them, wave a cāmara and perform other sevās appropriate for the time. With Yaśodā Mā’s permission, Rūpa Mañjarī and the other kiṅkarīs ate the food remaining on the plates of Śrī Rādhā and her sakhīs and then came to join them. After that, the guru-mañjarīs took their meals and the sādhaka-dāsī ate everyone’s food remnants. The sādhaka-dāsī then washed her hands and mouth, cleaned the dishes and came to sit at her gurudevī’s feet in the presence of Śrī Rādhā. Śrīmatī kindly gave pieces of her chewed tāmbūla to each of the kiṅkarīs. When Śrī Rādhā lay down, the sādhaka-dāsī began to massage her lotus feet, as instructed by her guru-mañjarī. Then the mañjarīs all took rest in their respective places.


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1. The word ‘chew’ can also mean ‘to meditate on or ponder.’

2. Foods to be chewed, to be sucked, to be licked and to be drunk

3. His food remnants


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Sunday, August 13, 2023

Śrī-Rādhā-Rasa-Sudhā-Nidhiḥ 20 (comm. by Śrī Anantadāsa Bābājī Mahārāja)

 


श्रीराधिके सुरतरङ्गि-नितम्बभागे 

काञ्चीकलापकलहंस-कलानुलापैः ।

मञ्जीर-शिञ्जित-मधुव्रत-गुञ्जिताङ्घ्रि-

पङ्केरुहैः शिशिरय स्वरसच्छटाभिः ॥ २० ॥


śrī-rādhike surata-raṅgi-nitamba-bhāge 

kāñcī-kalāpa-kalahaṁsa-kalānulāpaiḥ |

mañjīra-śiñjita-madhuvrata-guñjitāṅghri-

paṅkeruhaiḥ śiśiraya sva-rasa-cchaṭābhiḥ || 20 ||


“O Śrī Rādhikā! O one whose hips delight in making love! By the sweet, swanlike sounds of your waist-bells, by your lotus feet, on which anklets tinkle like humming bees, and by the splendor of your own essence, please cool my burning heart.”


Abhisārikā(1) Śrī Rādhā


Rasa-Varṣiṇī-Vyākhyā: While absorbed in his svarūpa, Śrīpāda has experienced amazing visions. He feels that he is in the presence of Śrī Rādhārāṇī. The relishing of rasa is always intrinsic to sevā. Because in his soul Śrīpāda has fully accepted himself as a maidservant of Śrī Rādhā, her sweetness has awakened the experience of various rasas within his heart. In a vision, there is no personal effort; a vision is natural and spontaneous. If one’s heart is suitable, a stream of līlā appears within it. Visions of līlā do not occur spontaneously in a heart full of material qualities. Sādhana-bhakti gradually lifts the sādhaka’s mind and heart beyond the modes of nature. Śrī Bhagavān told Śrī Uddhava that his work is to lift the sādhaka’s awareness above the modes of material nature through the process of bhakti.


martyo yadā tyakta-samasta-karmā, niveditātmā vicikīrṣito me |

tadāmṛtatvaṁ pratipadyamāno, mayātmabhūyāya ca kalpate vai ||


“O Uddhava, when a mortal abandons all duties and dedicates himself to me, I want to give him special distinction above the jñānīs and yogīs. He attains immortality and my nature, meaning he gets a transcendental body as my companion and is blessed with my sevā.” (Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam 11.29.34)

If one’s mind remains at the feet of his cherished deity, a gentleness or pleasantness of the mind is experienced. By the mercy of līlā, a condition arises such that even if one tries to forget the form, qualities and so on of the cherished one, it cannot be done. For jīvas like me, it is certainly the opposite condition. Even if we want to forget worldly life, our body and things related to the body, we cannot. For us, the situation is so bad that even though we know how enjoyable Śrī Rādhā’s service is, we still cannot adopt it. We are intoxicated by our engrossment in the transitory body. This bodily obsession is a problem because it carries away the mind. Śrīla Ṭhākura Mahāśaya has given us the following instruction in Prema-Bhakti-Candrikā 101:


āna kathā nā baliba, āna kathā nā śuniba, sakali kariba paramārtha |

prārthanā kariba sadā, lālasā abhīṣṭa-kathā, ihā binā sakali anartha ||


“I shall neither speak nor hear of other topics. I shall do everything for the highest purpose. I pray that I may always long to hear about the pastimes of Śrī Rādhā-Mādhava. Other than this, everything is useless.”

How gentle are the hearts of Śrī Rādhā’s kiṅkarīs! Their hearts are filled with sweetness! heri duṅhu lābaṇi, duṅhu sambhāṣaṇa śuni, sakhī āṅkhi śrabaṇa juḍāya. “The sakhī’s eyes and ears are satisfied by seeing the divine couple’s beauty and hearing their sweet conversations.” (Ṭhākura Mahāśaya)

Śrīpāda’s heart and mind are in the kingdom of līlā. In his siddha form, he has received a vision of Śrīmatī’s abhisāra-līlā. Śrīmatī’s body had become paralyzed by the intoxicating sound of Kṛṣṇa’s bamboo flute. Absorbed in his spiritual form as a kiṅkarī, Śrīpāda has brought news of Kṛṣṇa, hoping to enable Rādhā’s body and mind to reach the rendezvous place. She quickly dressed Śrīmatī in clothing suitable for the tryst. This is how to serve one maddened by prema. By captivating Śrīmatī’s mind with sweet words about Kṛṣṇa, she was able to put all the ornaments in their proper places. If she had let Śrī Rādhā dress and decorate herself, it would have been a disaster. The mahājana Vaṁśīvadana has sung,


rāi sāje bāṁśi bāje paḍi gela ula |

ki karite kinā kare saba haila bhula ||

mukure āñcaḍi rāi bāndhe keśa-bhāra |

pāye bāndhe phulera mālā nā kare bicāra ||

karete nūpura pare jaṅghe pare tāḍa |

galete kiṅkiṇī pare kaṭitaṭe hāra ||

caraṇe kājara pare nayane ālatā |

hiyāra upare pare baṅkarāja pātā ||


“While Śrī Rādhā was getting dressed, she heard the sound of Kṛṣṇa’s flute and became disoriented. Not knowing what to do or how to do it, she bungled everything. She combed her hair with a mirror and then tied it in a clump. Without thinking, she tied flower garlands on her feet, put ankle-bells on her hands, armlets on her shanks and waist-bells on her neck. She placed a necklace on her waist, collyrium on her soles, lac-dye around her eyes, and a foot-ornament on her bosom.”

As a result of being oblivious to her body at the time of abhisāra, Śrīmatī’s dressing of herself can be a problem. This time, Śrīpāda, in his kiṅkarī form, has positioned all the clothing and ornaments in their proper places. From a distance comes the sweet, heart-tugging call of the flute. It distinctly sounds out Śrī Rādhā’s name. How can Śrīmatī possibly remain calm? The dam of her composure has broken. She says,


ki kahiba re sakhi! iha duḥkha ora |

bāṁśi-niśāsa-garale tanu bhora ||

haṭha sañe paiṭhaye śrabaṇaka mājha |

taikhane bigalita tanu-mana lāja ||

bipula pulaka pari-puraye deha |


“What can I say, O friend? This is the limit of misery! My body is overwhelmed by the poisonous breath of that flute. When it forcefully enters my ears, the modesty of my body and mind melts and I am filled with a deep feeling of joy.”

After speaking like this, Śrīmatī fell silent! Having experienced Kṛṣṇa through the captivating sound of his flute, she was ready to calm down. Seeing this, Śrīpāda, in his kiṅkarī form, said, “O Rādhikā! No one knows how to serve Kṛṣṇa like you. His desire has been made clear by his flute calling your name. Now you must help him realize that desire. And why do you delay? Quickly; go to your rendezvous. O one whose hips delight in making love! There is so much passion for lovemaking expressed in your hips, but because of their weight, you are unable to move quickly. This is why I’m telling you to hurry. When you walk slowly before your lover at the meeting place, the sash-bells on your broad hips will proclaim Cupid’s commands, like swan-calls on the banks of the Yamunā. rasatu rasanāpi tava ghana-jaghana-maṇḍale ghoṣayatu manmatha-nideśam (Jayadeva). The beauty of your broad hips will wring out the mind of your lover. He will be astonished to hear the sound of your waist-bells.”


rādhā-śroṇir iyaṁ samāna-pulinaiḥ satyā kaver gīr iyaṁ

yad-veṇī yamunā tad eva pulinaṁ kāñcī marālī-tatiḥ |

no cet tatra harer mano-naṭavaraḥ śrī-rāsa-lāsyaṁ kathaṁ

svābhir vṛtti-sakhī-naṭibhir aniśaṁ kurvan na viśrāmyati ||


“The poet’s statement that ‘Śrī Rādhā’s hips are like the banks of the Yamunā’ is true. The braid of hair fallen between her hips is the Yamunā, her hips are the banks and her waist-bells the flocks of swans. If this is not so, then why does the king of dancers (Kṛṣṇa’s mind) dance tirelessly with the gopīs (his thoughts) in the beautiful rāsa dance on those banks?” (Govinda-Līlāmṛtam 11.60)

The kiṅkarī is saying, “Your abhisāra is so amazingly sweet. With each step, the anklets on your lotus feet tinkle like the humming of bees. Enticed by the wonderful fragrance of your lotus feet, the real bees follow you. Thinking the tinkling of your anklets to be the humming of bees, they also hum along sweetly.”


calaite caraṇera, saṅge calu madhukara, makaranda pāna kī lobhe |

saurabhe unamata, dharaṇī cumbaye kata, yāṅhā yāṅhā pada-cihna śobhe ||


  “As she walks, the restless bees drink eagerly the nectar of her lotus feet, and intoxicated by their fragrance, the bees repeatedly kiss the earth wherever they find her beautiful footprints.” (Mahājana)

“O Śrī Rādhikā! In this way, by traveling to the meeting place, sva-rasa-cchaṭābhiḥ śiśiraya svasyātipriya-janasya śrī-kṛṣṇasya cchaṭābhiḥ aṅga-kāntibhiḥ śiśiraya tapta-hṛdayaṁ śītalī-kuru, let your heart, burning from separation, be cooled by the dark, cloud-like complexion of your beloved Śrī Kṛṣṇa, the embodiment of rasa.” Or, sva-rasa-cchaṭābhiḥ svīya-rasa-mādhurībhiḥ taptaṁ śrī-kṛṣṇaṁ śītalī-kuru. “Let Śrī Kṛṣṇa, who burns in separation from you, be cooled by your own rasa-mādhurī.” Or, “by meeting with Śyāmasundara, the splendor of your unprecedented rasa will manifest, and with it you will cool the burning heart of this person who has desired it for so long.” Or, at the time of Śrīmatī’s abhisāra, the kiṅkarī has prayed that her own senses be cooled by their objects: Śrī Rādhā’s sound, touch, beauty, taste and fragrance. She has prayed that her ears be cooled by hearing the sound of Śrīmatī’s waist-bells; her eyes by seeing the beauty of Śrīmatī’s hips; her tongue by describing the sweetness of her romantic pastimes; her nose by smelling the fragrance of her lotus feet, surrounded by humming bees; and her skin by the touch of those lotus feet.

Because this prayer arose from his svarūpa, it is filled with mādhurī. Even a sādhaka absorbed in his svarūpa experiences Śrīmatī’s sound, touch and so on while meditating. There is nothing in the world more pleasant than immersion in one’s svarūpa. Therefore, the sādhaka always thinks, “I am close to Śrī Rādhā.” Attachment for the material world diminishes and smaraṇa gradually becomes deeper and deeper until eventually a mystic vision appears. For Śrīpāda, the līlā-rasa has been flowing in a stream of uninterrupted visions.


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1. A woman who goes to meet her lover


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